Morning agression

This may sound strange, but I fell in agression this morning. Don’t even imagine how this could happen. Especially if keeping in mind all the tolerance and patience I’ve got… I’m a bit overwhelmed with this fact and even don’t know why it happened.

Maybe it’s all about the subway? The tube is not the best place to get positive emotions. When everybody goes to work at the morning, with a desire for a warm soft bed to sleep in and so that nobody will disturb you… or someone will

Well, to be honest, I suppose some things could induce it… So, yesterday was a st. Valentines’ day. What do I have? Nothing. No girlfriend at the moment but some relations with some girls. Not love yet, not physical relationships – just something is hanging around when we’re together. And I still have and idea to do what I wanted to do to Her. Sounds frightening even to me, but with some determintsation of what I want to be and whom I want to be with I hope everything will happen as I wish.

Amen

Bykovo, Moscow

Last november we three were in the abandoned villa situated in Bykovo, Moscow. Since 1930’s and till now it’s used as a sanatorium for tuberculesis-affected people. Also there’s very beautiful XIX century ortodoxal church (but!) build in gothical style.