Morning agression

This may sound strange, but I fell in agression this morning. Don’t even imagine how this could happen. Especially if keeping in mind all the tolerance and patience I’ve got… I’m a bit overwhelmed with this fact and even don’t know why it happened.

Maybe it’s all about the subway? The tube is not the best place to get positive emotions. When everybody goes to work at the morning, with a desire for a warm soft bed to sleep in and so that nobody will disturb you… or someone will

Well, to be honest, I suppose some things could induce it… So, yesterday was a st. Valentines’ day. What do I have? Nothing. No girlfriend at the moment but some relations with some girls. Not love yet, not physical relationships – just something is hanging around when we’re together. And I still have and idea to do what I wanted to do to Her. Sounds frightening even to me, but with some determintsation of what I want to be and whom I want to be with I hope everything will happen as I wish.

Amen

Three in the tube

Today while getting back home, I’ve seen three women in the tube. They were speaking about something so loud!.. Thus, I mean, their hands were spreading so wide: some of them were disabled and they were speaking using fingers (dunno how it’s called in English :/). so, I’ve noticed they need some space in front of them to ’speak’ – so a question came to my mind: how do they speak while riding the tube at peak hours? Sounds strange, but I suppose they’re ’silent’ (I mean, not-speaking-about-anything) that time.